every time
It’s always someone else, never me. And it seems to me that I may get fooled into thinking that things will be better the next time, and people might care, or what they say is genuine. then I am let down every time, I watch people get bored and walk away. I should assume that this will happen to me.
Maybe it’s better to be bitter and jaded and not get hurt? Hopefully get used to sleeping alone every night and such things… Fuck I hate this shit.